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  <title>Ineffable!</title>
  <subtitle>(It's tickedy-boo)</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>Matt</name>
  </author>
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  <updated>2024-04-20T06:27:35Z</updated>
  <dw:journal username="terresdebrume" type="personal"/>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:237570</id>
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    <title>All on my own</title>
    <published>2024-04-20T06:27:35Z</published>
    <updated>2024-04-20T06:27:35Z</updated>
    <category term="tw: depression"/>
    <category term="tw: queerphobia"/>
    <category term="fandom: the old guard"/>
    <category term="tw: racism"/>
    <category term="character: niccolo di genova"/>
    <category term="org: fanfiction"/>
    <category term="character: sebastien le livre"/>
    <category term="tw: suicide"/>
    <category term="fic: tog"/>
    <category term="character: yusuf al kaysani"/>
    <category term="tw: angst"/>
    <dw:mood>pleased</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;Fandom&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; The Old Guard&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Series:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt; &lt;/b&gt;None&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Rating&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Teen &amp;amp; Up&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Wordcount&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;20&amp;nbsp;103&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; P&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;airing(s)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Immortal Husbands&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; C&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;haracter(s)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Niccolo Di Genova, Yusuf Al Kaysani, S&amp;eacute;bastien Le Livre, and appearance by other TOG characters. &lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; G&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;enre&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Family crisis.&lt;br /&gt; T&lt;b&gt;rigger Warning(s)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Discussions of depression, self harm, suicidal thinking and suicide attempt. Brief allusion to genocides. Instances of homophobia (related) and islamophobia (on screen and discussed) &lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;S&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;ummary&lt;/b&gt;: &lt;i&gt;Closing his eyes, Niccol&amp;ograve; leans his head back against the sofa and  wonders how today went to shit so fast. They were supposed to have a  nice day together. Celebrate their first anniversary with S&amp;eacute;bastien by  having him finally meet Andy and Quynh in person&amp;mdash;Yusuf&amp;rsquo;s parents usually  aren&amp;rsquo;t free this time of the year, but they&amp;rsquo;re coming to visit during  S&amp;eacute;bastien&amp;rsquo;s Christmas break. There was going to be Niccol&amp;ograve;&amp;rsquo;s best  risotto and an apple cake, and it was going to be great. Instead, now,  they have this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;Or: the Al-Kaysani-Genovesi-Le Livre household's very harrowing day.&lt;blockquote class="userstuff"&gt; &lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Note:&amp;nbsp; &lt;/strong&gt;First of all, thank you to FluffyKat for betaing this fic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Secondly:  there are a number of phrases in foreign languages in this fic, pretty  much all of them coming from online dictionaries. I tried to make it so  you wouldn't need translations to understand the general meaning, but if  anyone who has actual knowledge of these languages wants to offer some  input on how to make them sound more natural, I'll be happy to listen to  any suggestion!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lastly: this fic comes with a number of warnings,  which you've probably seen in the tags. Most of them apply either to  Nicky or to baby!Booker, which may make them extra upsetting for you.  The story has a happy ending and no one is seriously hurt during it  (present time or flashbacks) but I encourage you to apply caution with  the themes if you know they resonate with you. I'm happy to answer any  question you may have about fic content, here or on my writing tumblr: &lt;a href="https://terresdebrumestories.tumblr.com" rel="nofollow"&gt;@terresdebrumestories&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;EDITED TO ADD: NOW THERE'S ART!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/b&gt;Thank you so much to &lt;a href="https://thesunwillart.tumblr.com" rel="nofollow"&gt;thesunwillart@tumblr&lt;/a&gt; for &lt;a href="https://thesunwillart.tumblr.com/post/626766538650894336" rel="nofollow"&gt;this gorgeous comic&lt;/a&gt; illustrating Yusuf and Nico's quiet moment in the bathroom! I'm screaming so hard about it :D&lt;blockquote class="userstuff"&gt; &lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/237570.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="userstuff"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=237570" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:237546</id>
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    <title>One night only</title>
    <published>2024-04-20T06:15:16Z</published>
    <updated>2024-04-20T06:15:16Z</updated>
    <category term="character: clark kent (dc)"/>
    <category term="org: fanfiction"/>
    <category term="fic: dc"/>
    <category term="fandom: dc and assorted"/>
    <category term="character: bruce wayne (dc)"/>
    <category term="rated: explicit"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;Fandom&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; DC&amp;nbsp;Cinematic Universe&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Series:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt; &lt;/b&gt;None&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Rating&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Explicit&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Wordcount&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;7 358&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; P&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;airing(s)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Superbat&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; C&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;haracter(s)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Kal-El/Clark Kent, Bruce Wayne/Batman &lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; G&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;enre&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Light smut&lt;br /&gt; T&lt;b&gt;rigger Warning(s)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;None that I'm aware of&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; S&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;ummary&lt;/b&gt;: Bruce crashes on an unknown planet as he returns from a League-related  mission. Fortunately for him, he manages to survive the accident with  nothing more than big bruises to show for it. Even &lt;i&gt;more&lt;/i&gt; fortunately, he finds himself rescued by the hottest alien he's met so far.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/237546.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="userstuff"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=237546" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:237181</id>
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    <title>Define Dancing</title>
    <published>2024-04-20T06:05:08Z</published>
    <updated>2024-04-20T06:06:28Z</updated>
    <category term="fic: the man from u.n.c.l.e."/>
    <category term="rated: teen &amp; up"/>
    <category term="fandom: the man from u.n.c.l.e."/>
    <category term="character: napoleon solo (tmfu)"/>
    <category term="pairing: napollya"/>
    <category term="org: fanfiction"/>
    <category term="character: gaby teller (tmfu)"/>
    <category term="character: illya kuryakin (tmfu)"/>
    <dw:mood>amused</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Define Dancing&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fandom&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; The Man From U.N.C.L.E.&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Series:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt; &lt;/b&gt;None&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Rating&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Teen &amp;amp; Up&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Wordcount&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;4&amp;nbsp;692&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; P&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;airing(s)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Napollya&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; C&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;haracter(s)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Ilya Kuryakin, Napoleon Solo, Gaby Teller&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; G&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;enre&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Hostile acquaintances to lovers... IN&amp;nbsp;SPACE&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; T&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;rigger Warning(s)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;None that I'm aware of&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt; S&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;ummary&lt;/b&gt;: It takes a couple of very lucky--though not for the people they  happen to--events that border on miraculous, but Napoleon and Ilya do  manage to get sent to the I.S.S. in the end, with one question in mind:  how much effort is it really going to take to stop themselves from  punching one another in the face--again?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The answer, as it turns out, runs along the lines of 'not that much'.&lt;blockquote class="userstuff"&gt; &lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;b&gt;Note(s)&lt;/b&gt;: I have once again remembered my DW account, so have some crossposting. There'll be a bunch of that in the next hour or so, and then who knows!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/237181.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=237181" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:236839</id>
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    <title>Crushes that linger and trans questions</title>
    <published>2019-09-13T15:23:44Z</published>
    <updated>2019-09-13T15:23:44Z</updated>
    <category term="org: personal"/>
    <category term="pers: pensieve post"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>4</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;So this week I found out that guy had a major crush on last year separated from his girlfriend of eight years. I wish I could say I was very surprised by the way I felt, at the news, but to be honest, not really. I&amp;rsquo;m also not really surprised that most of it is complicated and weird and not always comfortable.&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;Like, aside from the him-specific bits and the kinda unavoidable disappointment in knowing your crush doesn&amp;rsquo;t like you back, it brings back a lot of questions and fears I have about dating as an almost-definitely-gay trans man, especially pre any kind of transition other than social and it&amp;rsquo;s...not a comfortable place. These are questions I don&amp;rsquo;t have answers or models for, and I don&amp;rsquo;t really have an offline community where I can try to come up with answers for them.&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;I don&amp;rsquo;t know any other trans person in Phnom Penh, and while my friends are absolutely supportive and all, these are not problems they&amp;rsquo;ve been confronted with before and therefore they have even less information, let alone answers, than I do.&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;(I was talking with a bunch of them at lunch today and at one point I talked about my experience s a trans guy, including the knowledge that being interested in men who like men can be real complicated when you don&amp;rsquo;t have a dick, or plans to get one, and one of them sort of...didn&amp;rsquo;t believe it could be a problem, at first. Which, on the one hand, I get it: if you&amp;rsquo;d told me before I got more informed on queer topics that cis gays could be transphobic, or that gays could be biphobic etc. I&amp;rsquo;d have been surprised too&amp;mdash;I was surprised when I found out about it, though not as much as I&amp;rsquo;d have thought I&amp;rsquo;d be&amp;mdash;but on the other hand: it&amp;rsquo;s always frustrating to express a fear only to have someone deny its legitimacy, even out of very well-meaning ignorance.)&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;There&amp;rsquo;s no solution I can think of to these issues right now, except maybe got to sleep and hope I&amp;rsquo;ll feel better tomorrow but it&amp;rsquo;s still not my coolest evening this week, and I wish I had a pet I could hug.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Note: I'm aware I haven't been active here in &lt;em&gt;ages&lt;/em&gt; and I'm sorry about that it's just that what I like about DW (namely, that it requires actual effort to work as a social website) is also what makes it more difficult to use during franctic preiods like I've had for the past couple of months, or weeks at the very least. sorry :/)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=236839" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:236546</id>
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    <title>About my writing, and letting go</title>
    <published>2019-08-11T14:41:43Z</published>
    <updated>2019-08-11T14:41:43Z</updated>
    <category term="pers: pensieve post"/>
    <category term="org: personal"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>2</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;So, I was going to do a big Thinking Post about all the fics in progress I&amp;rsquo;ve failed to touch (or in some cases, &lt;i&gt;think of&lt;/i&gt;) for&amp;hellip;anywhere between two to eight years. I was planning on having, idk, a summary of what went wrong and a maybe even try to see if any of them had a chance of being picked up. After all, I&amp;rsquo;m turning 30 next year, and I figure that&amp;rsquo;s as good a reason as any to decide if I want to do a clean slate-style move or not.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;The thing is, though, that looking at the multichaptered fics I&amp;rsquo;ve abandoned&amp;hellip;none of them makes me feel like going back to them.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/236546.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=236546" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:236419</id>
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    <title>The lull after hard work</title>
    <published>2019-07-20T12:18:16Z</published>
    <updated>2019-07-20T12:23:29Z</updated>
    <category term="pers: pensieve post"/>
    <category term="org: personal"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%" lang="en-US"&gt;One thing I&amp;rsquo;m starting to understand as I try to (very slowly) work on a co-writing project about a fandom I&amp;rsquo;m currently into (yes, it is &lt;i&gt;Good Omens&lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: normal"&gt;, how did you guess) after spending seven months working on the same fic &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i&gt;and&lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: normal"&gt; spend my days at work alternating between long stretches of intense focus and moments when I can&amp;rsquo;t stomach the thought of doing anything remotely intellectually challenging, is that I seem to be a very start and stop sort of person/content creator.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%" lang="en-US"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: normal"&gt;I don&amp;rsquo;t think it&amp;rsquo;s that unique a thing, really. It&amp;rsquo;s just that it&amp;rsquo;s taken me this long to start realizing that I need periods of being a consumer in between bouts of being a creator, which is possibly a bit of an ill-timed realization when you&amp;rsquo;ve just agreed to co-write a story, but I&amp;rsquo;m fortunate to have a patient co-author, so it&amp;rsquo;s okay.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%" lang="en-US"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/236419.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=236419" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:236161</id>
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    <title>If it's not canon, it's not enough</title>
    <published>2019-07-14T10:51:31Z</published>
    <updated>2019-07-17T12:03:10Z</updated>
    <category term="org: meta"/>
    <category term="fandom: good omens"/>
    <category term="discussing: queer media"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;So I&amp;rsquo;ve been giving thoughts to the idea of Good Omens and queerbaiting, because it&amp;rsquo;s been discussed  a lot and. Uh&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I  don&amp;rsquo;t think Neil Gaiman was queerbaiting anyone, in the sense that he  seems to have wanted to give us good rep. It isn&amp;rsquo;t perfect by far and I  have my beef with the whole &amp;lsquo;they&amp;rsquo;re totally a romance but only in word  of God&amp;rsquo; thing, which I might go into later on. But, technically  speaking, not queerbaiting.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Amazon? A different beast entirely. I have zero doubt that they saw this and thought 'perfect, queer viewers AND homophobes!&amp;rsquo;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Regardless  of that though, and despite the things I&amp;rsquo;ve said in the past that might  run contrary to this post, I&amp;rsquo;m going to say: this isn&amp;rsquo;t enough. Because  we can say whatever we want about how Ineffable Husbands is canon, but  at the end of the day the only characters who label Aziraphale  and Crowley&amp;rsquo;s relationship as romantic (or even queer in any way) are  people trying to belittle them. This is not interpretation, it&amp;rsquo;s a fact.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I  know there are people who saw themselves in the ambiguity, and I  respect that. I&amp;rsquo;m glad people found something that was good to them.  That still doesn&amp;rsquo;t change the fact that Aziraphale and Crowley are not  canonically queer, not really, because anyone who refuses to see them as  queer will still be able to say 'yeah but in the show&amp;hellip;&amp;rsquo; and right now  we&amp;rsquo;re not in a cultural place where subtext is enough to make good rep.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;This  isn&amp;rsquo;t an attack on the show, or on Neil Gaiman. I know he&amp;rsquo;s been  trying, even if his queer work is&amp;hellip;well, it feels iffy to me. But it IS  criticism though, and I really hope some queer person in his life will  take him aside someday and let him know that. More than anything I hope  he&amp;rsquo;ll listen.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Because he&amp;rsquo;s trying to do good.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;But it&amp;rsquo;s still not enough.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=236161" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:235966</id>
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    <title>I have seen Spiderman: far from home</title>
    <published>2019-07-14T10:49:53Z</published>
    <updated>2019-07-14T10:49:53Z</updated>
    <category term="character: peter parker (mcu)"/>
    <category term="fandom: marvel cinematic universe"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;The world building is still wonky and I get the feeling Marvel/Disney  has a tendency to think character development is too complicated so  they put more explosions in their movies rather than bother&amp;hellip;.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;But  overall I was okay with what they did with Peter&amp;rsquo;s character (less so  about the 1st credit scene, which I felt was taking the &amp;lsquo;new Tony Stark&amp;rsquo;  thing too far) and MJ is still cool despite the er&amp;hellip;semi sidelining of  franchise-native characters in favor of SHIELD personnel and Happy.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Idk,  I feel like individually the MCU movies keep themselves in the  'formulaic but mostly okay&amp;rsquo; zone, which I suppose is to be expected.  Can&amp;rsquo;t look at them too hard from a broader perspective or they fall  apart though, which kinda sucks when Disney is trying to extend its  reach to space :/&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=235966" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:235524</id>
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    <title>Fic Masterpost: Clark Kent, of Krypton</title>
    <published>2019-07-14T08:16:45Z</published>
    <updated>2019-07-14T14:20:06Z</updated>
    <category term="character: lara lor-van (dc)"/>
    <category term="character: diana prince (dc)"/>
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    <category term="character: barry allen (dc)"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;figure data-orig-width="500" data-orig-height="200" class="tmblr-full"&gt;&lt;img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/267883c3c2868d10bd361e3521c28a4c/8059f315db126001-57/s540x810/ed89aa07f853d5dd21c0f2fe7520b1914f7241c8.png" alt="Story banner by Stuvyx" /&gt;&lt;/figure&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;F&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ANDOM&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; DC&amp;rsquo;s cinematic universe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;R&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ATING&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Mature.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;W&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ORDCOUNT&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; 98&amp;nbsp;211 words&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;P&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;AIRING(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Clark Kent/Bruce Wayne (main focus is on Clark, though).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;C&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;HARACTER(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt;  Kal-El | Clark Kent, Bruce Wayne, Jor-El, Lara Lor-Van, Kara Zor-El,  Zor-El, Martha Kent, Alfred Pennyworth, Diana Prince, Barry Allen,  Arthur Curry, Victor Stone, John Stewart, J&amp;rsquo;onn J&amp;rsquo;onn, plus a quick  cameo by Lois Lane.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;G&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ENRE&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Alternate Universe (canon divergence), transition fic with romance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;T&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;RIGGER&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt; W&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ARNING(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt;  A great deal of anxiety and self loathing, especially in parts one and  two. Some descriptions are heavily inspired by my experience of  dysphoria-induced dissociation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;S&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;UMMARY&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Batman crashes on Krypton a few days before the Turn of the Year &lt;br /&gt;celebrations and Kal-El's life takes a sharp turn to the left, on a path&lt;br /&gt; that will ultimately lead him to becoming Clark Kent.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;C&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;KOK ON&amp;nbsp;DW&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; [&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/234627.html"&gt;I. Kal-El&lt;/a&gt;] [&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/234771.html"&gt;II.&amp;nbsp;Shadow&lt;/a&gt;] [&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/235261.html"&gt;III. Superman&lt;/a&gt;] [&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/235401.html"&gt;IV. Clark Kent&lt;/a&gt;]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;C&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;KOK&amp;nbsp;ON&amp;nbsp;TUMBLR&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; [&lt;a href="https://terresdebrumestories.tumblr.com/tagged/fic: clark kent of krypton/chrono"&gt;Full fic tag&lt;/a&gt;] (Will also contain Maing of Posts and answers to questions when applicable)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;C&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;KOK&amp;nbsp;ON AO3&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; [&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/19618231/chapters/46525756"&gt;Clark Kent, of Krypton&lt;/a&gt;]&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=235524" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:235401</id>
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    <title>Clark Kent, of Krypton - Part 4/4</title>
    <published>2019-07-14T08:06:46Z</published>
    <updated>2019-07-14T14:19:10Z</updated>
    <category term="rated: mature"/>
    <category term="character: martha kent (dc)"/>
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    <category term="character: bruce banner (mcu)"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;figure data-orig-width="500" data-orig-height="200" class="tmblr-full"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;figure data-orig-width="500" data-orig-height="200" class="tmblr-full"&gt;&lt;img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/267883c3c2868d10bd361e3521c28a4c/8059f315db126001-57/s540x810/ed89aa07f853d5dd21c0f2fe7520b1914f7241c8.png" alt="Story banner by Stuvyx" /&gt;&lt;/figure&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/figure&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;F&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ANDOM&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; DC&amp;rsquo;s cinematic universe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;R&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ATING&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Mature.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;W&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ORDCOUNT&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; 27&amp;nbsp;147 words.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;P&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;AIRING(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Clark Kent/Bruce Wayne (main focus is on Clark, though).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;C&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;HARACTER(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt;    Kal-El | Clark Kent, Bruce Wayne, Jor-El, Lara Lor-Van, Kara Zor-El,    Zor-El, Martha Kent, Alfred Pennyworth, Diana Prince, Barry Allen,    Arthur Curry, Victor Stone, John Stewart, J&amp;rsquo;onn J&amp;rsquo;onn, plus a quick    cameo by Lois Lane.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;G&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ENRE&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Alternate Universe (canon divergence), transition fic with romance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;T&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;RIGGER&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt; W&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ARNING(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt;    A great deal of anxiety and self loathing, especially in parts one  and   two. Some descriptions are heavily inspired by my experience of    dysphoria-induced dissociation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;S&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;UMMARY&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Batman crashes on Krypton a few days before the Turn of the Year &lt;br /&gt;celebrations and Kal-El's life takes a sharp turn to the left, on a path&lt;br /&gt; that will ultimately lead him to becoming Clark Kent.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;F&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;IC MASTERPOST&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; [&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/235524.html"&gt;Total length: 98k+&lt;/a&gt;]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;A&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;LSO AVAILABLE&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; [&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/19618231/chapters/46525756"&gt;On AO3&lt;/a&gt;] [&lt;a href="https://terresdebrumestories.tumblr.com/tagged/fic: clark kent of krypton/chrono"&gt;On tumblr&lt;/a&gt;]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;T&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;HANKS&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:  &lt;/b&gt;to &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;susiecarter&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; (also &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;susiecarter&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;   )​, for getting me into this pairing (seriously, go read her  stories!),  cheerleading me through the writing process, and then  betaing the whole  monster in absolute record time! And thanks to &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?user=stuvyx'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?user=stuvyx'&gt;&lt;b&gt;stuvyx&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; for the AMAZING comic pages which you can find &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/19798057" title="On AO3"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;a href="https://stuvyx.tumblr.com/post/186279957309/inspired-by-clark-kent-of" title="On Tumblr"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt; and then shower her with praise for her work! :D&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/235401.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=235401" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Clark Kent, of Krypton - Part 3/4</title>
    <published>2019-07-14T08:02:57Z</published>
    <updated>2019-07-14T14:18:53Z</updated>
    <category term="character: alfred pennyworth (dc)"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;figure data-orig-width="500" data-orig-height="200" class="tmblr-full"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;figure data-orig-width="500" data-orig-height="200" class="tmblr-full"&gt;&lt;img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/267883c3c2868d10bd361e3521c28a4c/8059f315db126001-57/s540x810/ed89aa07f853d5dd21c0f2fe7520b1914f7241c8.png" alt="Story banner by Stuvyx" /&gt;&lt;/figure&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/figure&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;F&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ANDOM&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; DC&amp;rsquo;s cinematic universe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;R&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ATING&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Mature.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;W&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ORDCOUNT&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; 29 999 words.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;P&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;AIRING(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Clark Kent/Bruce Wayne (main focus is on Clark, though).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;C&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;HARACTER(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt;   Kal-El | Clark Kent, Bruce Wayne, Jor-El, Lara Lor-Van, Kara Zor-El,   Zor-El, Martha Kent, Alfred Pennyworth, Diana Prince, Barry Allen,   Arthur Curry, Victor Stone, John Stewart, J&amp;rsquo;onn J&amp;rsquo;onn, plus a quick   cameo by Lois Lane.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;G&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ENRE&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Alternate Universe (canon divergence), transition fic with romance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;T&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;RIGGER&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt; W&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ARNING(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt;   A great deal of anxiety and self loathing, especially in parts one and   two. Some descriptions are heavily inspired by my experience of   dysphoria-induced dissociation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;S&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;UMMARY&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Batman crashes on Krypton a few days before the Turn of the Year &lt;br /&gt;celebrations and Kal-El's life takes a sharp turn to the left, on a path&lt;br /&gt; that will ultimately lead him to becoming Clark Kent.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;F&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;IC MASTERPOST&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; [&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/235524.html"&gt;Total length: 98k+&lt;/a&gt;]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;A&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;LSO AVAILABLE&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; [&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/19618231/chapters/46525756"&gt;On AO3&lt;/a&gt;] [&lt;a href="https://terresdebrumestories.tumblr.com/tagged/fic: clark kent of krypton/chrono"&gt;On tumblr&lt;/a&gt;]&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;T&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;HANKS&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:  &lt;/b&gt;to &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;susiecarter&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; (also &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;susiecarter&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;   )​, for getting me into this pairing (seriously, go read her  stories!),  cheerleading me through the writing process, and then  betaing the whole  monster in absolute record time! And thanks to &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?user=stuvyx'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?user=stuvyx'&gt;&lt;b&gt;stuvyx&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; for the AMAZING comic pages which you can find &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/19798057" title="On AO3"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;a href="https://stuvyx.tumblr.com/post/186279957309/inspired-by-clark-kent-of" title="On Tumblr"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt; and then shower her with praise for her work! :D&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="center"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/235261.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=235261" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:234771</id>
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    <title>Clark Kent, of Krypton - Part 2/4</title>
    <published>2019-07-13T16:10:59Z</published>
    <updated>2019-07-14T14:18:40Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;figure data-orig-width="500" data-orig-height="200" class="tmblr-full"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;figure data-orig-width="500" data-orig-height="200" class="tmblr-full"&gt;&lt;img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/267883c3c2868d10bd361e3521c28a4c/8059f315db126001-57/s540x810/ed89aa07f853d5dd21c0f2fe7520b1914f7241c8.png" alt="Story banner by Stuvyx" /&gt;&lt;/figure&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/figure&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;F&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ANDOM&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; DC&amp;rsquo;s cinematic universe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;R&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ATING&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Mature.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;W&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ORDCOUNT&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; 20 640 words.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;P&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;AIRING(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Clark Kent/Bruce Wayne (main focus is on Clark, though).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;C&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;HARACTER(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt;  Kal-El | Clark Kent, Bruce Wayne, Jor-El, Lara Lor-Van, Kara Zor-El,  Zor-El, Martha Kent, Alfred Pennyworth, Diana Prince, Barry Allen,  Arthur Curry, Victor Stone, John Stewart, J&amp;rsquo;onn J&amp;rsquo;onn, plus a quick  cameo by Lois Lane.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;G&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ENRE&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Alternate Universe (canon divergence), transition fic with romance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;T&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;RIGGER&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt; W&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ARNING(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt;  A great deal of anxiety and self loathing, especially in parts one and  two. Some descriptions are heavily inspired by my experience of  dysphoria-induced dissociation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;S&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;UMMARY&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Batman crashes on Krypton a few days before the Turn of the Year &lt;br /&gt;celebrations and Kal-El's life takes a sharp turn to the left, on a path&lt;br /&gt; that will ultimately lead him to becoming Clark Kent.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;F&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;IC MASTERPOST&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; [&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/235524.html"&gt;Total length: 98k+&lt;/a&gt;]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;A&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;LSO AVAILABLE&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; [&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/19618231/chapters/46525756"&gt;On AO3&lt;/a&gt;] [&lt;a href="https://terresdebrumestories.tumblr.com/tagged/fic: clark kent of krypton/chrono"&gt;On tumblr&lt;/a&gt;]&lt;/p&gt;&lt;b&gt;T&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;HANKS&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:  &lt;/b&gt;to &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;susiecarter&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; (also &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;susiecarter&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;  )​, for getting me into this pairing (seriously, go read her stories!),  cheerleading me through the writing process, and then betaing the whole  monster in absolute record time! And thanks to &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?user=stuvyx'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?user=stuvyx'&gt;&lt;b&gt;stuvyx&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; for the AMAZING comic pages which you can find &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/19798057" title="On AO3"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;a href="https://stuvyx.tumblr.com/post/186279957309/inspired-by-clark-kent-of" title="On Tumblr"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt; and then shower her with praise for her work! :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/234771.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=234771" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:234627</id>
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    <title>Clark Kent, of Krypton - Part 1/4</title>
    <published>2019-07-13T15:47:48Z</published>
    <updated>2023-12-31T05:31:35Z</updated>
    <category term="org: fanfiction"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;figure data-orig-width="500" data-orig-height="200" class="tmblr-full"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;figure data-orig-width="500" data-orig-height="200" class="tmblr-full"&gt;&lt;img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/267883c3c2868d10bd361e3521c28a4c/8059f315db126001-57/s540x810/ed89aa07f853d5dd21c0f2fe7520b1914f7241c8.png" alt="Story banner by Stuvyx" /&gt;&lt;/figure&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/figure&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;F&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ANDOM&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; DC&amp;rsquo;s cinematic universe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;R&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ATING&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Mature.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;W&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ORDCOUNT&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; 20 404 (Fic total: ~97k words)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;P&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;AIRING(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Clark Kent/Bruce Wayne (main focus is on Clark, though).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;C&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;HARACTER(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt;  Kal-El | Clark Kent, Bruce Wayne, Jor-El, Lara Lor-Van, Kara Zor-El,  Zor-El, Martha Kent, Alfred Pennyworth, Diana Prince, Barry Allen,  Arthur Curry, Victor Stone, John Stewart, J&amp;rsquo;onn J&amp;rsquo;onn, plus a quick  cameo by Lois Lane.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;G&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ENRE&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; Alternate Universe (canon divergence), transition fic with romance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;T&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;RIGGER&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt; W&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;ARNING(S)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt;  A great deal of anxiety and self loathing, especially in parts one and  two. Some descriptions are heavily inspired by my experience of  dysphoria-induced dissociation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;S&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;UMMARY&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Batman crashes on Krypton a few days before the Turn of the Year &lt;br /&gt;celebrations and Kal-El's life takes a sharp turn to the left, on a path&lt;br /&gt; that will ultimately lead him to becoming Clark Kent.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;F&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;IC MASTERPOST&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; [&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/235524.html"&gt;Total length: 98k+&lt;/a&gt;]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;A&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;LSO AVAILABLE&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;:&lt;/b&gt; [&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/19618231/chapters/46525756"&gt;On AO3&lt;/a&gt;] [&lt;a href="https://terresdebrumestories.tumblr.com/tagged/fic: clark kent of krypton/chrono"&gt;On tumblr&lt;/a&gt;]&lt;/p&gt;&lt;b&gt;A&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;UTHOR&amp;rsquo;S NOTES AND THANKS&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;: &lt;/b&gt;Seven  months of work and nearly a hundred thousand words! How's that for a  first foray in a fandom, uh? I'm actually pretty proud of myself on that  one, and I hope you all will enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed  writing it! But before we start, there's a number of people I need to  thank:&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;susiecarter&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; (also &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://susiecarter.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;susiecarter&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;  )​, for getting me into this pairing (seriously, go read her stories!),  cheerleading me through the writing process, and then betaing the whole  monster in absolute record time!&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?user=stuvyx'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?user=stuvyx'&gt;&lt;b&gt;stuvyx&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; for the AMAZING comic pages which you can find here and here and then shower her with praise for her work! :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?user=officialmoviesoundtrack'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?user=officialmoviesoundtrack'&gt;&lt;b&gt;officialmoviesoundtrack&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, for compiling the complete &lt;i&gt;Wonder Woman &lt;/i&gt;score: I listened to this more than any other music while writing CKoK.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The  jewish nerds of tumblr, who&amp;rsquo;ve been (and still are) spreading the word  about Superman&amp;rsquo;s origins and the character&amp;rsquo;s original meanings and  principles, which in turn had a rather large influence on Clark&amp;rsquo;s  personality in this fic. I hope the bits with Martha will come off as  respectful as I tried to make them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And lastly, a tiny thanks to  DC and Mr. Snyder, for deciding to cast Henry Cavill and his jawline as  Clark Kent but also making him just not-how-I-wanted enough (and in the  right way) to spark me into telling this story.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/234627.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=234627" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:234248</id>
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    <title>Fic Back Friday</title>
    <published>2019-06-28T16:47:22Z</published>
    <updated>2019-06-28T19:47:57Z</updated>
    <category term="fandom: xmen"/>
    <category term="character: charles xavier (xmen)"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/859b2b68ed5a9b050312fa5ef2034502/tumblr_pttiinCGJ81u0tgyto1_500.png" alt="Banner for Fic Back Friday" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&amp;rsquo;s &lt;i&gt;Fic Back Friday&lt;/i&gt;! And in this occasion I&amp;rsquo;d like to go back to another fandom I haven&amp;rsquo;t been active with in a while (not a fan of what they&amp;rsquo;re doing with the franchise recently, I&amp;rsquo;m afraid) let&amp;rsquo;s go for an &lt;i&gt;X-Men&lt;/i&gt; fic! :D&lt;/p&gt;&lt;h2&gt;&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/226335"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The welfare of a child&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt; by &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/users/oddegg"&gt;&lt;b&gt;oddegg &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;(2116 words)&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/users/oddegg"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Chapters:&lt;/b&gt; 1/1&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Fandom:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/X-Men:%20First%20Class%20(2011)%20-%20Fandom"&gt;X-Men: First Class (2011) - Fandom&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; General Audiences&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; No Archive Warnings Apply&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Characters:&lt;/b&gt; Sean Cassidy, Charles Xavier, Erik Lehnsherr, Raven, Hank McCoy, Alex Summers&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Additional Tags:&lt;/b&gt; Angst, Childhood, Neglect&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="margin-left: 40px;"&gt;Written for the &lt;a href="http://1stclass-kink.livejournal.com/6527.html?thread=11169663"&gt;1stclass-kink meme prompt:&lt;/a&gt; Charles gets turned into a kid/baby. While the team scrabble to work out how to put him right they try to look after him. Turns out, Charles doesn't need much looking after. If he's a baby, he never cries. If he's a little kid, he's really self-sufficient.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="margin-left: 40px;"&gt;Everyone's charmed/amused by this except one person (Sean) who is really unnerved by this. All babies cry. Kids that age are not that independent - they're just not. Unless they're used to nothing happening when they cry/used to fending for themselves.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Reccer&amp;rsquo;s note:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I liked this fic when I first read it, not just because it was sort of exploring the loneliness of Charles&amp;rsquo; life despite his (many) privilege(s) but also because it gave Sean a lot of depth that the movie didn&amp;rsquo;t. sure, I liked his goofy character in &lt;i&gt;First Class&lt;/i&gt;, but even the most ridiculous person has something else going on behind that, and it was nice to see a fic try t take a dig at it at a time when we still thought the new &lt;i&gt;X-Men&lt;/i&gt; franchise would try and do something with its new-to-the-big-screen mutants.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=234248" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:234018</id>
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    <title>My problem with the way fandom does Former Archangel!Crowley</title>
    <published>2019-06-28T13:15:04Z</published>
    <updated>2019-06-28T16:09:26Z</updated>
    <category term="meta: good omens"/>
    <category term="character: crowley (good omens)"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;I have further thoughts on the whole Raphael!Crowley semi-fanon thing that&amp;rsquo;s happening these days. See, my problem is not that it exists&amp;mdash;it&amp;rsquo;s a perfectly understandable thing to think, and it &lt;i&gt;was&lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: normal"&gt; what I thought myself when I first read the book, so I&amp;rsquo;d be a hypocrite to say people shouldn&amp;rsquo;t headcanon Crowley as being Raphael&amp;rsquo;s new form&lt;a class="sdendnoteanc" name="sdendnote1anc" href="#sdendnote1sym"&gt;&lt;sup&gt;[1]&lt;/sup&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: normal"&gt;That being said, lately this fanon &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i&gt;has&lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: normal"&gt; been bugging me, not on the basis on its existence but rather because of the way the fandom (or what I&amp;rsquo;ve seen of it) seems to handle it. It feels/seems to me like as soon as that headcanon appears, the attention shifts away from Crowley and focuses on Raphael instead, like fans are so obsessed with who Crowley might have been that the stop thinking about who he &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i&gt;is. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: normal"&gt;It makes me uncomfortable, honestly, because every time I&amp;rsquo;ve given a &amp;lsquo;Raphael!Crowley&amp;rsquo;&lt;a class="sdendnoteanc" name="sdendnote2anc" href="#sdendnote2sym"&gt;&lt;sup&gt;[2]&lt;/sup&gt;&lt;/a&gt; fic a go, the plot seems to revolve entirely on his former name...in fact, I&amp;rsquo;d even go so far as to call it his dead name.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/234018.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=234018" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:233958</id>
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    <title>Work in progress Wednesday</title>
    <published>2019-06-26T14:16:24Z</published>
    <updated>2019-06-26T14:16:24Z</updated>
    <category term="org: writing process"/>
    <category term="event: work in progress wednesday"/>
    <category term="fandom: good omens"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/10fe105083dac5aab0e7053291d6d74e/tumblr_ptpltv0tUu1u0tgyto1_500.png" alt="Banner for Work In Progres Wednesday" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Today is &lt;i&gt;Work in progress Wednesday&lt;/i&gt; *and*, &lt;a class="tumblelog" href="https://tmblr.co/mDvZsqxBpeUZY01Onn-fkjg" target="_blank"&gt;@caloub&lt;/a&gt; tagged me in the &amp;ldquo;Last Line&amp;rdquo; challenge, &lt;i&gt;so&lt;/i&gt; in honor of that, here&amp;rsquo;s the last (complete) sentence I wrote so far for the &lt;i&gt;Good Omens&lt;/i&gt; fic I did not expect to write but am more or less working on anyway:&lt;/p&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;Sure, the air conditioning gets better there, but the corridors also get smaller, busier, and far more crowded with electronic devices in the walls that make it impossible to drive the temperature lower than pleasantly-cool-on-the-Crowley-scale&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.tumblr.com/#sdendnote1sym" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;sup&gt;[5]&lt;/sup&gt;&lt;/a&gt; even in the winter.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.tumblr.com/#sdendnote1anc" target="_blank"&gt;[5] &lt;/a&gt;Everyone 	else sweats and showers two-to-six-times a day.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;I&amp;rsquo;m  actually pleased that this doesn&amp;rsquo;t reveal the setting of the fic because  I kind of want to keep it a surprise and/or teasing people about  it&amp;ndash;it&amp;rsquo;s a fusion fic that, again, I hadn&amp;rsquo;t expected &lt;i&gt;at all&lt;/i&gt; xD&lt;/p&gt;Also  yes, there will be footnotes, because this is a Good Omens fanfic and I  always half want to add footnotes anyway so I certainly wasn&amp;rsquo;t going to  pass up that opportunity :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=233958" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:233575</id>
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    <title>terresdebrume @ 2019-06-26T00:36:00</title>
    <published>2019-06-25T17:38:21Z</published>
    <updated>2019-06-28T01:45:31Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Also before I go to bed, let me just say that as a  not old but not exactly among the youngest (or the most virile) trans  man, I&amp;rsquo;m so so so happy to see Aziraphale/Michael Sheen onscreen!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;No  offense to the young trans dudes whose pictures get shared around but  they tend to look like young jocks and/or thin twinks and that has never  ever been my body (or, in the case of the jock-ish looks and the  attached stereotypes: personality) type and it&amp;rsquo;s honestly a great  feeling to have someone like Azi/Sheen as a general template for  post-transition goals that feels realistic and attainable for me.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;It&amp;rsquo;s a nice change of pace and I really appreciate it.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="permalinks"&gt;&lt;div class="date"&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.tumblr.com/post/185843491436/also-before-i-go-to-bet-let-me-just-say-that-as-a"&gt;13 seconds ago&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.tumblr.com/post/185843491436/also-before-i-go-to-bet-let-me-just-say-that-as-a"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="reblogs"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="tags"&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.tumblr.com/tagged/Matt-has-a-life"&gt; &amp;nbsp;#Matt has a life&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.tumblr.com/tagged/Gender-things"&gt; &amp;nbsp;#Gender things&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.tumblr.com/tagged/Again%3A-no-offense-meant-if-you-fit-the-aforementioned-type"&gt; &amp;nbsp;#Again: no offense meant if you fit the aforementioned type&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.tumblr.com/tagged/You%27re-just-not-the-only-ones-and-I%27m-simply-never-gonna-fit-it-so-it%27s-nice-to-see-someone-I-could-hope-to-more-or-less-look-like"&gt;  &amp;nbsp;#You're just not the only ones and I'm simply never gonna fit it so  it's nice to see someone I could hope to more or less look like&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=233575" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:233245</id>
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    <title>Trivia Tuesday</title>
    <published>2019-06-25T17:29:01Z</published>
    <updated>2019-06-26T14:19:20Z</updated>
    <category term="org: writing process"/>
    <category term="discussing: my fic"/>
    <category term="fandom: merlin"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/e9d7af3853ec85450df384e78a52d873/tumblr_pta7jaIdDv1u0tgyto1_500.png" alt="Banner for Trivia Tuesday" /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For this &lt;i&gt;Trivia Tuesday&lt;/i&gt; I used a random number generator to  decide which fic I should talk about. As it turns out, #141 is  (probably, I didn&amp;rsquo;t exactly o a numbered list) &lt;a href="https://t.umblr.com/redirect?z=https%3A%2F%2Farchiveofourown.org%2Fworks%2F676903&amp;amp;t=Mzg0ZTJlYmZhZTY4YzcxMWFiMzc4MTAxYzEzMjM1OTg3YjY5ZDY2NyxrbFdES1pIUQ%3D%3D&amp;amp;b=t%3A4E2Rk9wkNr5yElrwWh8EjQ&amp;amp;p=https%3A%2F%2Fterresdebrume.tumblr.com%2Fpost%2F185835324106%2Fterresdebrumestories-for-this-trivia-tuesday-i&amp;amp;m=1" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;i&gt;Little Man&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, a 1099 porny ficlet for the BBC&amp;rsquo;s Merlin.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I  don&amp;rsquo;t really remember what inspired me to write it aside from a mix of  &amp;lsquo;everybody&amp;rsquo;s writing Merthur, I want to do something different&amp;rsquo; and  &amp;lsquo;Gwaine sure is pretty!&amp;rsquo;. It was a fun foray into the world of adult  fic, though upon rereading it I have to say I&amp;rsquo;m a little horrified that I  had them go at it without lube&amp;hellip;oh, the things you learn through the  internet.&lt;/p&gt;I don&amp;rsquo;t have that much to say about this fic&amp;ndash;it&amp;rsquo;s an old  one, and from a time I didn&amp;rsquo;t pay as much attention to what I was doing  as I do now, but I like the idea of using a random number generator for  these trivia posts: it forces me to not talk about the same fics all  the time :P&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=233245" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:233025</id>
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    <title>Motivation Monday</title>
    <published>2019-06-25T17:27:31Z</published>
    <updated>2019-06-25T17:27:31Z</updated>
    <category term="org: personal"/>
    <category term="pers: daily things"/>
    <category term="event: motivation monday"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/714fc64407f7cdd74c599a4b4843dc25/tumblr_ptn9tpCufk1u0tgyto1_500.png" alt="Banner for Motivation Monday" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;Didn&amp;rsquo;t do &lt;i&gt;Motivation Monday&lt;/i&gt; yesterday because my laptop was being a boob so let&amp;rsquo;s use today to give a shout out to &lt;a class="tumblelog" href="https://tmblr.co/m0_zEm8HdlO2Gsll3v_rIRw" target="_blank"&gt;@keircatenation&lt;/a&gt;, whose enthusiasm enabling talents played a huge role in me deciding to write &lt;i&gt;Clark Kent, of Krypton&lt;/i&gt;, aka my Superbat Big Bang story!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Other enabling things they do/did include:&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Yelling about the Lightwood family with me&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Making art of my &lt;i&gt;Mortal Instruments&lt;/i&gt; rewrite AU (which I should probably enter in a bang of some sort if I want to finish it)&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Indulging  me when I have AUs I just can&amp;rsquo;t wait to discuss with them, even when  they&amp;rsquo;re just random ideas I know I&amp;rsquo;ll probably never write&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;Thank you Keir :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=233025" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:232764</id>
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    <title>The writing brain is ineffable</title>
    <published>2019-06-25T17:21:43Z</published>
    <updated>2019-06-25T17:21:43Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">The Good Omens fic I actually started to work on tonight is *absolutely  not* the one I thought I&amp;rsquo;d be writing but you know what? I&amp;rsquo;ll take it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=232764" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Rich Text Editor AWOL...</title>
    <published>2019-06-23T13:32:49Z</published>
    <updated>2019-06-23T13:32:49Z</updated>
    <category term="discussing: dreamwidth"/>
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    <content type="html">Am I the only one that happens to? I don't think it's a known effect of the recent code push (unless I misread the announcement which is entirely possible) but it's still not working for me (not on desktop or on my phone)...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;Oh, and I don't get predictive text for tags either... wtf?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=232673" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2016-07-19:2532824:232255</id>
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    <title>Six Sentences Sunday</title>
    <published>2019-06-23T13:08:30Z</published>
    <updated>2019-06-23T13:11:14Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/9ed3e84c7ac8e6d7c20e9dfbf174e195/tumblr_ptjtz0zcS11u0tgyto1_500.png" alt="Banner for Six Sentences Sunday" /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;For this week’s &lt;i&gt;Six Sentences Sunday&lt;/i&gt;, I was hoping to have something to show from the Ineffable Mutants project: it’d have been a way to alternate between two stories and, hopefully, keep things more entertaining. Fate, and my brain, have decided that wasn’t to be so, however, so let’s have six sentences from the Adult High School!Napoleon fic or, as I’ve decided to tag it: AHS Napollya.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;Napoleon wakes up with a start, the bone-chilling freeze of his memories still digging into his ass and back, a shiver running through him when his hip twinges with the phantom ache of a night spent on concrete, and he’s sinking further into his parka before he realizes he didn’t emerge from sleep on his own. The blonde man from Monday and yesterday looms over him, concern creasing at his eyes and pulling at the dark line of stitches on his right temple. Whatever caused that, it must have hurt like hell.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;“Are you okay?” The stranger asks.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Napoleon’s answer is cut off by a yawn so long even he can’t help but scoff at the end of it, although he does keep enough presence of mind to gesture for his apparently-study-buddy to sit down. The man doesn’t sit down, however, opting instead to walk around their table and loom over Napoleon from a closer space.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=232255" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Writing, big projects, and transitioning</title>
    <published>2019-06-22T15:49:13Z</published>
    <updated>2019-06-22T15:49:13Z</updated>
    <category term="pers: pensieve post"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;The interesting thing about making my previous post is that I was joking but also now that I&amp;rsquo;m thinking of it a little more seriously...it&amp;rsquo;s probably closer to the truth than I realized at first. It&amp;rsquo;s not that I don&amp;rsquo;t want to write because I do!&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;In theory.&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;In practice, every time I try to give any of my stories a good thinking, my brain just goes &amp;lsquo;nope&amp;rsquo; and that&amp;rsquo;s how I watched the entire &lt;i&gt;New Tales of the City&lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: normal"&gt; series last weekend, or spent most of today alternating between reading Good Omens fanfic and staring at the ceiling. (Well, that, and also I&amp;rsquo;m still tired from yesterday&amp;rsquo;s eval) It&amp;rsquo;s weird how even doing the things you like can become an absolute chore after a while&amp;mdash;I&amp;rsquo;m glad I wrote the Superbat fic, honest! But by the end of it I had to push myself into it like I was working on my thesis all over again.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0cm; line-height: 100%"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://terresdebrume.dreamwidth.org/232043.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=232043" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Imight have fried my brain more than I thought I had</title>
    <published>2019-06-22T14:25:14Z</published>
    <updated>2019-06-22T14:25:14Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">It&amp;rsquo;s funny how six months of working on the same fic makes you forget how hard beginning a fic is.&lt;p&gt;And by &amp;lsquo;it&amp;rsquo;s funny&amp;rsquo; I mean &amp;lsquo;this fic barely has an outline and the concept isn&amp;rsquo;t even clearly defined, and we&amp;rsquo;re already fighting&amp;rsquo;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;figure data-orig-width="500" data-orig-height="250" data-tumblr-attribution="uuuhshiny:I36TCvSwgKXf6P1KZmmUjQ:ZBwLsw2j0XAdb" class="tmblr-full"&gt;&lt;a href="http://tmblr.co/ZBwLsw2j0XAdb"&gt;&lt;img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/ce6a6efad10cfcb69aac84f7bd7f1dcb/tumblr_pthpgzUQ6c1r3wsyqo2_500.gif" alt="image" data-orig-width="500" data-orig-height="250" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/figure&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="post_tags fadeable fadeable-source"&gt;&lt;div class="post_tags_inner"&gt;&lt;a class="post_tag " href="https://www.tumblr.com/tagged/My-Posts" target="_blank"&gt;#My Posts&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a class="post_tag " href="https://www.tumblr.com/tagged/Matt-writes" target="_blank"&gt;#Matt writes&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a class="post_tag " href="https://www.tumblr.com/tagged/Ineffable-Mutants" target="_blank"&gt;#Ineffable Mutants&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a class="post_tag " href="https://www.tumblr.com/tagged/Good-Omens" target="_blank"&gt;#Good Omens&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a class="post_tag " href="https://www.tumblr.com/tagged/I-suppose-I-shouldn%27t-be-too-surprised" target="_blank"&gt;#I suppose I shouldn't be too surprised&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a class="post_tag " href="https://www.tumblr.com/tagged/I-just-finished-a-super-long-fic" target="_blank"&gt;#I just finished a super long fic&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a class="post_tag " href="https://www.tumblr.com/tagged/It-makes-sense-that-my-brain-would-balk-at-writing-either-of-my-two-long-form-WIPs" target="_blank"&gt;#It makes sense that my brain would balk at writing either of my two long form WIPs&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a class="post_tag " href="https://www.tumblr.com/tagged/It%27s-still-frustrating" target="_blank"&gt;#It's still frustrating&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=231893" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Spotlight Saturday</title>
    <published>2019-06-22T13:14:10Z</published>
    <updated>2019-06-22T13:14:10Z</updated>
    <category term="org: sharing"/>
    <category term="event: spotlight saturday"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;img src="https://66.media.tumblr.com/0f847ec7a751bbc34e75a000d0bc9112/tumblr_pti469LIO41u0tgyto1_500.png" alt="Banner for Spotlight Saturday" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;I&amp;rsquo;v got quite a bunch of bookmarks stashed away Spotlight Saturday&lt;/i&gt; is another spread-the-love oriented challenge by &lt;a&gt;@ao3commentoftheday&lt;/a&gt;​! And oh, I&amp;rsquo;ve hesitated on which fic to rec for a while, because I have quite a lot of bookmarks stashed away, but the second contender should be good for next friday, so this week (because doing spotlight posts for people will be a little longer for me) I&amp;rsquo;ve decided to rec:&lt;/p&gt;&lt;h2&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/19262359"&gt;Anthony J. Crowley and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good (Actually Very Good) Day&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/i&gt; by &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/users/unicornpoe"&gt;unicornpoe&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; (2041 words) &lt;/h2&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Chapters:&lt;/b&gt; 1/1&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Fandom: &lt;/b&gt;&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Good%20Omens%20-%20Neil%20Gaiman%20*a*%20Terry%20Pratchett"&gt;Good Omens - Neil Gaiman &amp;amp; Terry Pratchett&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Good%20Omens%20(TV)"&gt;Good Omens (TV)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; Teen And Up Audiences&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; No Archive Warnings Apply&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Relationships:&lt;/b&gt; Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Characters:&lt;/b&gt; Aziraphale (Good Omens), Crowley (Good Omens), Crowley's plants&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Additional Tags:&lt;/b&gt; Fluff, First Kiss, Soft Aziraphale (Good Omens), Soft Crowley (Good Omens), Dinner, when you suppress something for 6000 years it tends to come up eventually, Schmoop, Ineffable Husbands (Good Omens), Crowley is Bad at Feelings (Good Omens)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary: &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;i&gt;&amp;ldquo;Crowley,&amp;rdquo; says Aziraphale, and that&amp;rsquo;s it. Just that, just Crowley&amp;rsquo;s name&amp;mdash;and yet Crowley would do almost anything to hear him say it like that (like Aziraphale is happy, like Aziraphale is surprised by something Crowley has said or done or showed him and inordinately pleased by it) every single day. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;i&gt;Aziraphale&amp;rsquo;s fingers slide up a bit further, and they make a delicate circle around Crowley&amp;rsquo;s wrist. Crowley has to resist the urge to purr. He&amp;rsquo;s a snake, not a fucking kitten.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;***&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Aziraphale takes Crowley to dinner.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Bookmarker's Notes:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;A pining, disgruntled Crowley who doesn't know what to do when Aziraphale finally catches up with him (and then promptly rakes a bit of a lead)? Sign me the heck up! :D&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;More seriously, this fic is super tender, and Crowley in it is absolutely adorable--a most excellent comfort fic! :D&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=terresdebrume&amp;ditemid=231517" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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