Fic discussion: SEADLA

[terresdebrume]

I think I’ve figured out why I can’t seem to finish/continue SEADLA so far

I mean, attempted suicide aside, the Tony I write in this fic is so intensely crafted out of my own experience it’s almost scary–and the thing is, the storylne there works toward Tony kind of growing out of his anxiety (not the depression part because that wasn’t something I could picture back in 2012/2013 and it’s still not something I can picture) and that’s not something I’ve managed to do yet.

(Especially not where romantic relationships are concerned lbh ><)

And the result of that is that I have ZERO idea how to write it. I know what the plot is supposed to be (ie what happens with Loki’s rescue of his kids) but the character development part and the development of the relationship is something that I have ZERO idea how to write x)